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During my home alone dayz… Find out that I am turning into a hardcore gamer soon if my parents extend their holidays (which wont be happen). Recently, I am so mad abt this Xbox game: Need for Speed Most Wanted that I can play from the moment I step into my house after work n play almost till 1. Can say I am hooked!!!

But it is really exciting playing this game. For all gamers who like racing, this is the best gift you would ever want for this Christmas. No doubt, it makes the best among other Need for Speed series but the game review in the game magazines stated that the impact n the effect when the car bang at heavy or long vehicles are too unrealistic… n I do agree abt it. Afterall, beside this minus point, I think the reason why I love this game is You will never drive that reckless in real life driving. Imagine banging at police car, knock road structures, police helicopter chase n most of all, driving a car that customise by urself n drive at the speed of 195km/hr… That’s y for a car lover, it is so great!

Sigh… Sometimes, things do come n go… Today, it marked my second koi died within 1 week. 1st koi died coz my mum felt that something is wrong in that koi as it cant swim up. She had been sinking/resting on the bottom of the tank.. So, it was how it ended for my 1st Koi.

Second one, in deed is the cruelest one… I mean to me.. To watched her struggled for life… I have seperate her out from the rest as I afraid the disease may pass on to the rest.. n days have passed, her condition only get worse instead. From cloudy eyes till mouth n fins were redish. Her last breath was today afternoon when I noticed she started to lost stability n swam tilted. She struggled hard but it seem soon it’s time that she is going to leave… Anytime…

To end her pain, I decided to let her died earlier. It is definitely the most painful sight as I watched her grow from a small little Koi till today, about 10cm long… All my effort, time n passion on her n the rest… The moment she "reports" to me when I am near the fish tank… n the way she eats… Sigh… All this way, I cherish her accompanion n really gladed that I am a pround owner of her. Though all I can do is to transfer her to my newly bought medical tank n let her soup in with "medicine". Hopefully, "she" will feel the same way too. 

Wow… I think this is the very 1st time I am all alone at home for 12 days. Sound like plenty of freedom but I dont feel it coz I simply have many things for me to do.. Sigh.. my CA for my adv dip fall on these two weeks. So no time to really play all day and night. 

Next, I still need to change my Koi tank water… Two of my Kois are sick and one of them died two days ago and the other one is still fighting hard to survive. So better do something.

With one week left from the date of this post, I have to plan for the places that I want to have my meals esp dinner coz my family will be going for holidays for 12 days! That mean no one left except my maid who is too new to cook me a proper dinner.

SIgh.. now I somehow do hope that I am attach.. Better if she can cook so that I need not eat out. But too bad… haha.. Have to do my own supermarket shopping alone n see what I can try to do my own ’special’ dinner. Hopefully it is eat-able. Anyway, just kidding. I can do some cooking but eating out sounds better since I have been eating at home most of my time except in camp. So, it should be a good experience. Somemore, 12 days all alone at home. Have unlimited freedom. Maybe can invite some of my friends home for soccer match or swimming will definitely enjoyable.